Monthly Archives: June 2011

So far so good…….the sun is still shining….My sister and nieces are coming up by me to go to the pool.   Just getting things inorder and making some lunch.   I have been looking forward to have them come up…..but the weather has been so crappy…..well it is making up for it now….so I am happy.    Plan on spending the day with them and Dan, then getting a bite to eat for dinner and then have an appointment to meet Dan’s clients up at the office.   Then I have to make meals for tomorrow…..Wednesday –   Going to Dan’s  parents……Hopefully it will be nice and we will do something different.   Maybe after we leave them, before heading home we will go to the boardwalk and pop a squat and people watch……we love to do that, we always have fun…….and there are lots of different people to watch.  We shall see……I just want to enjoy today, more anything – I have really been looking forward to seeing them.          I know they are looking forward to seeing Dan…..they love their uncle Dan (or as they would say  PEGGY ) so much!!!!!!

Yes, it figures…..when you have time to enjoy the outdoors….the weather is crappy and then when you wish it to be ugly -because you have to  work-and cannot enjoy it……it is absolutely beautiful out.  Well,  I have an Open House to do with Dan…..and then home, dinner outside, and hopefully a long walk.   Have a real busy day on Monday….not complaining…..busy is good.  Hopefully,  I will get rid of this miserable headache,and will not have  so many sugar lows or- better no sugar lows and I will be happy!!!!

It seems like all it has been doing is raining…..I feel like a soaking wet, frissy, grumpy head.   I can not stand the rain any more….you get wet, then go inside the office, house or store and BANG –  instantly you have chicken skin, goose bumps, and your teeth start to chatter…..you hair turns to a fro…..after spending all that time to have it look nice in the morning….,and you are grumpy because of all the above….and you would just like a nice moderate temperature , sunny day……..so if you choose to be wet, you can jump into the pool to do so and not worry if you are going to be struck by lighting……..So  there – I am done venting…..not that anyone cares what I think.  

Looking out the window…..it is getting ready to pour again….it looks like it is 7 pm outside (so dark- clouds are back),  Great I have an appointment to go to   with Dan – drop off flyers.  Then I have to finish off my chores, laundry, cleaning, etc…..going to work out again later….want to increase my sit-ups another 100,….(making it a mandatory 550 a day – yes!!!) Just wish the six pack abs would start showing…god knows I work hard to have them …I would love to go for a long walk if it ever stops raining.  We shall see!!!!

A very Bad nite, bad sugar low  and feeling horrible this morning…..Had to get up early….Going down south to Dan’s parents…. just want to lay in bed and DIE!!!!   All I can say I am miserable…..feel wobblie and uneasy……wish the day was already done and it was Thursday……But that is not going to happen – so I have to deal with it.  Wish me luck !!!

Well,  I am going to need the extra time that is for sure!!!LOL,      especially after yesterday…..It was not good.  About 3:30-4:00, I checked my sugar before going on an appointment with Dan…..and it was only a 23 ……I had no clue, didn’t even feel anything…..of  course nor do I remember anything leading up to that time, or parts of the appointment…. and I definitely feel very sick after…..quickly downing 2 bottles of glucose and a bottle of Snapple in a matter of 5 minutes is not fun and takes a toll on my stomach.   Anyway, that put me in a bad motion for the rest of the evening into this morning….my head and stomach are just killing me.  I pushed my-self to work-out….only did 200 sit ups on the ball, and 25 chair presses….I will do more tonite….I just want to feel better for my  afternoon appointment- I should say Dan’s afternoon appointment….I am just the shadow.   (I wish I could say I had a purpose – contributed to the household……was more independent….It scares me -But I am very lucky to have Dan and I am forever grateful). 

Well I have been busy running around the last couple of days,,,,,,,just seems like the days are flying by.  No seizures, but lost of lows and highs…..my digestive system is so messed up…makes it impossible for me to be stable….therefore makes me moody and miserable.  But what else is new….I am still waiting for that one time/day everything is normal….that is a laugh.

Father’s Day was very nice…. It started with me making Dan a big breakfast ;eggs, bacon, english muffins, yogurt, fruit the works…  outside on the deck…..then  we sat  outside and sunned ourselves and had lunch on the deck (my deck is so pretty – it is like a little paradise – Dan did a really great job this year).  Then we got ready to go to CT to our nieces birthday/graduation party….Dan was really happy to see his Sister and family, and see his Daughters.  They gave him a great bracelet he wanted —-bracelet of skulls it was really cool.  We stayed for about 4hrs and then headed home…..All around it was a nice day for him – plus he got his Sushi dinner with me the nite before…..He was very happy and I am glad – He truly deserves the best….He his a good man, a great father and son.

I spoke with my Dad…..that was the only thing that made me sad.  I wish he lived closer and that I could have spent some time with him….I miss him and my mother so much.  But they are where they want to be…..and they are in my heart and thoughts every moment.  I just miss them….anyway- today we have alot of running around to do- the weather seems to be questionable.. maybe we might go to the pool while it is quiet if nice…..playing by ear.

I am in serious need of a good nites sleep.  Between not feeling well at night, getting up constantly, snoring sounds,  and tossing, I am so irritable.  I truly believe that study about women, and how lack of sleep effects them mentally and can have an negative effect on marrital relationships.   I am so irritable, lately everything bothers me…..and I can say sleep or should I say lack of is the cause.    I am ready to jump out of my skin.

Anyway……just   not a good day.  I am trying to stay away from everyone – especially Dan…..I don’t mean to take it out on him (but he is part of reason –  the snoring sounds).  I just want to go to bed, but it is to early and if I take a nap – I definitely won’t sleep tonite.

Did some computer work, cleaned up, worked out and have to work out again before bed,…have to make meals for tomorrow…..Dan’s parents – all day.  Hopefully it will be nice out and I can work on my tan……..

Well this weekend was a total waste…..no pool today, again.   Had a nice evening with my sister and Dan……went shopping (window shopping which was fine….nothing I needed or wanted),  had good conversation and laughs, went for sushi, and had fun people watching at the mall.  I really enjoyed myself.  

Woke this morning feeling the usual, but worked out and then went to the office with  Dan while he did floor time…..it was dead, and then went on an appointment to preview rental.  Came home made a nice shrimp and pasta dinner for Dan, and went for a long walk.  A real quite day…..which was nice.  Going to work out and maybe watch a movie with my honey.   I have to say this, because I don’t always say it,,,,,,,so Dan when you read this, I mean this from the bottom of my heart.   I love every minute I spend with you…….you make me laugh and I truely be lost without you…….Thank you for being my best friend and the love of my life………even if you sometimes try my nerves..I love ya!!!!!!  Thanks again, for everything.

Bad nites sleep…..Just could not get comfortable….tossed and turned.   The weather is terrible…..definitely no pool today.   Just wish my headache would go away…..hopefully will feel better before my sister comes.   I have to do food shopping before she comes……Then we plan on going to the mall….to walk around and window shop.  Nothing really planned….looking forward to hanging with her…it has been awhile.  Then we will have dinner, watch the Belmount race, and watch a movie.  I got most of the weekend chores already done and worked out already….I am on a roll, thinking positive….not letting my usual pain get me down.  So far ….so good.

The last two days have been miserable hot.  Had to go into the city the other day for a follow-up check up.  They took blood as usual, and now are testing for too much iron in my liver…..anything else.  I have been pretty good for the last couple of days…a few sugar lows but nothing major – except for today.   Apparently I had a major sugar low….did not know I was having one, I collapsed into my bed and Dan had to have me drink 3 bottles of sugar and a bottle of snapple to get my sugar up. He had to go on an appointment……left me sleeping….Don’t remember anything…..Did not know I even had a problem.  He came back from the appointment,,,,,I was making dinner and surprised  that I had a problem when he asked me how I felt.   Yes, lost about 2 hours……but managed to pull myself together for our evening appt.

It was raining really bad…..hopefully it will be nice tomorrow and not as hot…..maybe we can go to pool after running errands.  I wanted to work-out tonite but just feeling a little shaky and sick to my stomach……hopefully no more surprises tonite, I will get a good nights sleep and try again tomorrow.   Going to bed early.  Well good night, until tomorrow.