Woke this morning and it was quite chilly…….the warmth of the sun on my face felt good, as we drove into the office. That was the only thing that felt good. I am a little shaky this morning, since I had a low in the middle of the night, caught it this time, because when I had woke to use the bathroom….My PJ’s and hair was soaking wet with sweat and my heart was beating out of my chest, my coordination was so out of control, it was a struggle to test my sugar and open a bottle of glucose……after several attempts I got the bottle opened, drank it, and managed to get to bed without Dan knowing I had a problem or even waking him….Thank God!!!!
Today, is going to be a me day. I am going to get my hair cut……it has gotten so long and unmanageable……except for today. Of course it comes out absolutely perfect….yeap, the day I am going to get it cut…..( I am not giving into this trick…I am keeping my appointment – I need something to make me feel good), that is step #1. Tonite, after dinner I will do step #2. to make me beautiful (At least try too) and make me feel better – I am going to color my hair. Yes I feel pretty, oh so pretty…NOT! Just feel like crap….going to bed….can’t take it anymore.., (my ribs are still killing me – which is not helping)..I need to get a good nights sleep…..Please let me have that….please, please!!!!!!!.