Well, this is the 2nd day on the new medication….and Dan seems to feel much better. He is back to his crazy self…..back to being the morning person he has always been, joking and talkative…..yes, annoying – cause I am not a morning person at all, talk to me after 9am – please!!!!!
Again it is a gloomy and rainy day….actually it is very chilly out- bone chilling, a great day to just stay in bed under the covers all toasty. I woke this morning with my sugar very low, curly hair and wet clothes, and a headache that was so bad I wanted to cry…….I definitely had a sugar low during the night…..every muscle in my body aches as a result …..this is becoming a everyday event for the last 5 days which is a little unusal, beside the lows during the course of the day. I feel like I am on a non-stop rollercoaster ride…..up and down, up and down…..I just want to cry. But in reality no one cares, so there is no sense complaining…..”Kris, put your big girl pants on and deal with it. Move on,…..put a smile on your face and reply with, ” I am feeling just peachy.”
I am trying to inhale positive thoughts and exhale the negative……..having a hard time just focusing on anything. I feel like I do not have any control, no control of my thoughts, my aches and pains, and my tears that I am having a differcult time holding them back. I know this is going to be another long day and when an is finished at the office cannot come fast enough. I think tonight we are going to see our friend Larry. He is still in the hospital, he is not progressing at all. I feel so bad for him, it is not fair that terrible things to go people. Hopefully, by visiting him we can boost his spirits a little.