Monthly Archives: April 2013

Cold again and rainy…..just ugly out!!!!

Well so much for waking up and feeling better, no such luck. It is cold and ugly out, seems like it is never going to stop raining. Just a terrible day all around.

Cold again…….Pilates tonite

The warm weather did not last long……cold again. Feeling real shitty….hoping pilates will make me feel better. We shall see!!!!!

It was a great class…..lots of fun and laughs. But unfortunately…..I still felt shitty…..and to top it off – I had a sugar, my sugar went down to a 35, and I was in the supermarket, which was a good thing. Of course I do not remember/or realized it was happening…….Which makes Dan angry……but what can I say…..I don’t know what I was going on. So need less to say, the rest of the night I felt like shit and very scattered…..just want to go to bed and hope to feel better when I wake up….Keeping my fingers crossed.

Another beautiful day!!!

Woke this morning feeling absolutely terrible, I did not sleep well, tossed all over…..I really just want to stay in bed. But I refuse to give into my little demon… I made breakfast, sent Dan on his way to work and did my work out….I wish it showed. I continued to get ready… the big question is what to wear…….I am so disorganized/ I cannot find anything…..I really need to get my closets organized…..I hate feeling so scattered and all over the place.

The good thing is it is another beautiful day…..sunny, slight breeze and in the 80′s. I have been spending a lot of time on the back porch and deck of the office…..enjoying the beautiful weather.
It is very quite at the office today……every one is out enjoying the weather. Hopefully the day will end quickly……so I can just go home. I want to make Salmon for dinner and eat outside….it is still nice and warm (I hope weather will allow by the time dinner is ready)….it will be nice. The first dinner outside, I love eating our meals outside on the deck. After I clean up….make meals for tomorrow….if there is still time; I would like to start walking…get some exercise and socialize with the neighbors.

Back to the grind

The fun is over and back to the grind. The weather is beautiful….sunny and the high 70′s…..just hope it continues. It is like summer, where did the spring go….I need the weeks of spring to get ready for pool season. I seriously need to lose weight before my body even thinks of putting a bathing suit on, let alone a pair of shorts. I am so disgusted with myself……and feeling like crap is just making things worse. I emptied one closet of the winter shirts and dresses…..still have a long way to go. I am going to do a little every morning and evening till I am done and organized…….God how I hate changing my clothes over… truly sucks!!!!!!

Just Great Weekend!!!!!

This weekend was absolutely great!

It started:

Saturday – I woke up early to get a jump start on the things I wanted to get accomplished. I made breakfast for us and then cleaned up. I managed to get my work-out in despite my usual feeling shitty self…….I am not going to let it get the best of me. While Dan went to the office to get measurements of the upstairs windows and check on the office……I took my linen closet apart and showered. Then Dan came home, we had lunch and we were off to get my nails (manicure/pedicure) done. Three hours later…..I always come out of there so stressed….I thought it was suppose to be a relaxing thing…..not here!
Came home and made dinner, did laudry, put in dryer. After eating and cleaning up, Dan wanted to go to the mall to walk around and see a movie, he asked me on a date….I accepted. We went to see THE CALL with Halle Berry……it was great….ending was not what I expected. It was a great date and a nice day with my best friend.

Sunday – As usual woke up and made breakfast, cleaned up and started my weekend chores, fold and put away laundry, changed sheets and towels, straightened up,…..worked out and finally showered. Dan went to the office, he wanted to water down the office driveway, trying to alleviate the dust from the gravel. He came home and we had lunch. Then out of the blue he said “Come on let’s go for a ride…..I have a plan”…..of course he did not tell me where we were going. It was a pleasant surprise. We were going into the city……It was a perfect day for it….Sunny and not to cold. We went to the Meat district, down by the Lincoln tunnel by the new promenade. We always wanted to walk it…..and we are finally doing it….so excited – I just love being in the city,,,,,people watching and walking around….just so much to see and do. Dan and I walked the whole park… was great – cannot wait till it is warmer and is open with the vendors…….a little to chilly….but lots of people. It was great looking at the landscaping (will be beautiful when in bloom), the buildings – being able to look into the windows – seeing how the rich/wealthy live………it was just great. We continued to walk around…..people watching…..we stopped at an eatery and ate outside. We had margaitas and Mexican food….great conversation……it was a great date, I cannot wait till it gets warmer and we can do it more. It was a perfect date with my best friend in the world. I love spending time with Dan like this……We always have fun….Dan always makes things fun and exciting…….I just love him to death… buddy.

Finally got home, and the both of us were exhausted….from all the fresh air and walking. The days go by so fast,,,,before I knew it – it was time to make the meals for the next day and go to bed……..I am gonna sleep like a rock.

TGIF and Warmer!!!!!

Finally, the weather looks like it is going to get warmer…….and it is sunny. Got up early as usually, made breakfast, cleaned up, and worked-out. I just wish I felt better….my stomach is killing me…..I just want to cry……this really sucks. I can not wait for the day to end.

New Day – Different attitude – A new Kris

After an exhausting and emotional yesterday, I am trying to stick to my goal of making some changes in my life……at least I am going to try. It is sunny out and warmer than yesterday so that is a good thing. Got my work-out in this morning…..that was a positive thing. So I am trying to keep the positiveness flowing. Went to the office with Dan, really not talking (new me), just keeping to myself and keeping my face in my computer.. I just wish my head and stomach did not hurt so much……I am getting really frustrated…..feeling worse than usually is becoming quite un-nerving and depressing. I cannot wait to go home…..and go to bed.

Terrible Tuesday

Yes, it is …….Terrible Tuesday…….Terribly cold out there. What the hell is going on……I thought it is suppose to be spring……it feels more like winter. I knew this would happen, I thought I get a head start on changing over my clothes….and it proceeds to stay cold or colder than usual. I am going to try again to unpack my spring boxes tonite…….or maybe not. I think I am going to attempt to put my linen closet in order……clean it out of old stuff and neatly arrange everything……make it safe to get things out (now you take a chance on life when entering…..everything falls out…..cannot take it anymore).

I went with Dan today to see the office listings……ranging from $800,000 to $5,000,000………I really liked two of them……of course I could never afford to live in them……but I can day dream. Truthfully,
I wouldn’t want to have a real expensive home…….I love where I am……I would to have a couple of places all over……especially in St. Marteen….then maybe in Florida and California. I can only dream!

The offices was very busy……people in and out. Tomorrow the contractor comes to lay more stone in the parking lot… that should be interesting.

I have to get a card and a little gift for Sandy (it is her birthday tomorrow) and then go food shopping after dinner. We will see how much I actually get accomplished…….I just have been dragging my butt……I am so sick of feeling shitty….IT JUST SUCKS!!!!!!

Monday, Monday

I cannot believe it is Monday again. Woke this morning still suffering with the side effects of eating late last night…….I really feel like shit. I got my work-out in, inhopes of it making me feel a little better…..not to successful so far. I feel like my head and stomach are about to explode. I just wish I could get a break…….and just feel good/normal, or at close to normal as possible.

I am hoping to attempt to start on changing my clothes……….we will see how far I get. I also want to try working out twice a day – morning and evening. My goal is to lose 15 lbs. by Memorial Day……I am on a mission……I just have to do it……I am so disgusted with myself.

Easter Weekend

Easter weekend came and went so quickly, it was a busy, but a nice weekend.

Saturday, we finally got the opportunity to sleep until 8:00, which was late for us, it was absolutely so nice to sleep late for a change. Spent most of the morning straightening up and then started to get errands done. Dan and I went shopping for furniture, a stand for the magazine rack at the front entrance of the office……went to a couple of stores and found the perfect stand. Put it together and set it up at the office.

Dan and I also got my spring/summer clothes out of storage, I am trying to get a jump start. Of course now that I did this……it will remain cold for another couple of weeks……it figures.
I enjoy the weekends with Dan……..our time, no schedules and time frame…..We spent the rest of the time walking around the mall…..we caught an early movie, we saw Admissions – it was a great movie… was a great date dayfruit. We then came home……I baked a cake for easter to bring to Dan’s sisters house……went to bed early, my stomach was just killing me and my sugars were allover the place……Had Chinese food at the mall, which I was paying the price for……I mean dearly paying for.

EASTER SUNDAY!!!! We got up early, I made a nice Easter Sunday breakfast….eggs and sauge. I cleaned up and got ready for our trip to Dan’s Sisters. First we went to North Salem to pick up Jenny and then to Trumbull, Ct…….it was a nice ride, not much traffic which was good……it gave us chance to catch up with Jenny and what is going on her life.

We got there around 12:30…..12:35 to be exactly…..shortly after we sat down and had a wonderful brunch……there was so much to eat from bagels, eggs, french toast, fruit, hash browns, muffins, salads, etc……
We played the traditional egg cracking contest, Dan and I both lost…..Karen won; we rubbed off lottery tickets….I won a dollar……..and we just sat around the table talking and laughing. It was nice just hanging around …….then we had dessert……my cake was a hit, especially amongst Daniel….he loves peeps….He was in his glory….also felt the side effects of all the sugar.

Shortly after we left to take Jenny back home and back to NJ. Thank god there was no traffic and the weather managed to hold out from raining till we got home. We stopped by the office, and then went to the dinner for a little bit to eat; of course this killed my stomach….I just cannot eat so late. I was so good, I did not even have any sugar… much for trying. I came home, made the meals for Monday and was so tired and ready for bed……Do not even remember my hitting the pillow…..I was out, I do not remember watching my favorite show on Sundays…”The Good Wife”.